The old pain

 As per usual,  it's all going nowhere at a snails pace, I want out, i'm a faulty machine and it hurts/

Pointless

 Pissed off and so fucking alone, another craptastic christmas, i'm ready to take a chance

A better idea

Imagine having dinner with Sophia Loren

christmas eve

Officially the shittiest eve ever, what the fuck is up with men?, are they all this fucking useless?, you are weak as fuck and you will quit. You got on my last nerve today, who the fuck do you think I am?, are we a fucking couple?, don't think so sweety, you're on your own, fuck you. Stop trying to include me in your farce, I get it, your ship is sinking and you're trying to pull someone down with you, fuck off, you'll drown alone, you sank the fucking ship yourself, you asked for this. I am free.